Last week of my holidays/Summer/being in Portugal, I’m enjoying as much as I can, because this next year I will be a workaholic, I won’t rest until I get what I want hahaha :)
Yesterday I did a cycling class and today I did a body balance class, a medium speed routine week, so that I can close a cycle and open a new one soon, in the UK.
I went to the doctor yesterday, ophthalmologist, and she said that my eyesight has been stable for three years (myopic and astigmatism) and that I am suitable to make a surgery that can make me see 20/20 without wearing glasses or contact lenses anymore. The surgery is called LASIK, have you ever heard about it? Do you know anyone who did this surgery? Any advice? I’m kinda scared, I don’t know if I should do it or not!
When you asked what we wanted you to post i wanted to tell you that i love the posts where you talk about your personal things but i was afraid you didn't want to. Well your last post is great, thank you <3
oh really? I thought those posts were boring, but I actually like to share and write about my life. thank you for letting me know that you like :)
More pictures of you naked!
I am going back to the UK next week and it is always a strange feeling moving to another place, even after going to the USA with 18 years old and to London with 19 years old I feel like you never really get used to it! Leaving everything behind and getting after what you believe you deserve, following your dreams, finding happiness is always tough, but it is the price that we have to pay I guess. I don’t regret any of the choices that I made so far, since I left home with 18 years old. It has been a roller coaster, with a lot of ups and downs, a struggle to face my fears and an ecstasy of turning dreams reality. I made these choices from the bottom of my heart, and this Summer I realised that I am finishing a big chapter of my life. I have to move forward and to live my life completely and 100%, yes I have been working really hard and enjoying every moment (the good and the bad ones) of this journey, but I would always come back home, where I feel “protected” or at least I think I am, to where I can rest and reminisce everything I have lived here. But I can’t continue to live a double life and I can’t forget why I chose this life, and I have to accept that things change (and they will change for better) and be strong enough to do a drastic but correct decision. I will miss my family for sure, and the few true friends that I made, but that doesn’t mean that I won’t see them, I can meet them anywhere in the world. I am going to the second year of university and I feel that now is where things are going to start to change, everything I have been working on, all the effort that I have been putting these last three years are going to start paying off! I will keep believing, I will keep dreaming and I will keep making things happen because that’s who I am and that’s what I stand for! But in order to move forward I had to realise everything that was grounding me here. I decided to forgive but not forget all the people that hurt me, all the bullies and all the fake friends. I said goodbye to the places that I was happy at, and I will carry them with me to anywhere I go. I faced the fears that were hauting me here and turned them into something good. Now, I feel like my time here is over, I don’t have anything else to do here and everything that I dream of is overseas. I’m opening to you guys because you have been part of a journey of my life and perhaps you can relate to this too. No matter where you from, no matter the amount of money you have in your account, no matter what type of family you come from, you are special and you deserve to be happy and to make your dreams come true.
Maybe some different angles of your body? Like from the side or whatever. Idk Post whatever you like ^.^
Alright, you guys are awesome lol